понедельник, 23 марта 2009
читать дальшеI miss him terribly! And the most terrible thing is that I can't help him, just don't know, what to do,what to say, how to react, and what to expect from him! That drives me crazy even more- to be near but not to be able to do anything- just to stand still and wait! Just like a year ago, when I also had to wait, while he had to go through this... but that time I didn't know him well to interfere, but though I was at a loss!... only 10 minutes- the time I saw him! 10 minutes for 5 days! And a night telehone call! Am I the only one in our strange couple, who feels so lonely? Or it's just an exaggeration- a strange game of my crazy mind? Hate going to the university, knowing I won't find him there, hate going home- the only thing I'll fing here- my parent's faces-not-a-smile! My life is so beautiful- how can so many problems come into it and strike not me directly, but the one I love? How I wish I could help, but no one will accept, as no one will listen....
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The sun is still burning our roads. As A-Ha sang- Nobody knows, what's gonna happen tomorrow! So, the only thing is to shut up an do your job, loving and protecting those, who can't live without you, not asking some love back- just presenting the sun)